well...back to all the confusion again....

frankly, i still hafn't figured out what i shd do actually?

i'm gd at judging the candidates, i can almost read their mind, what kinds of things they want and what weakness lie in them...

but...i can't do it to myself....i'm reli frustrated...probably to myself

all i know is moaning and yearning abt all those tedious things but NOT asking myself to go for the things i want....

phil's right...i'm too passive, lazy and something minor can already place a big impact on my mood, and directly affecting my performance....that's terrible

「寶哥要做野」「你咪玩啦」「你低能架?」「我係唔會講既」「你想點jack?」「你食屎啦」「我最靚呀」「仲訓緊喎」「一齊去啦」「我想去廁所」「唔緊要啦」「輪到邊個呀?」「爆裂廿一點」「我唔明喎」

「我得到/明白/看到你的點」「可惜」「謝」

「利賓納王儲」

「姑姑與傑兒」

以上為是次camp的金句

負面情緒很可怕.....會像漩渦般把你捲進去,然後吞噬

過去半個月我只能用一團糟來形容

各方面上,所有事都不在我掌握之中, 最恐怖的是,有些事物明明已在你口中,卻會在你咀嚼前的一刻,才被強行從口中拿走

那種感覺真的很難受

是因為我在追求一些本不是我能力範圍內能做到的事嗎?

也是因為我根本一點都不滿足於現狀(很老實幾千元進帳的生意我根本不放在眼內,我要的是幾萬元進我口袋的生意!!本來是做成的,後來因為一些失控的因素....2萬元就沒有了!!)

種種事件令我開始抓狂, 開始失了分寸,想必坐在我身邊的同事們一定看得很清楚...哈哈...結果被罵被看不起

這半個月,很混亂,你可以說我大概知道自己在做什麼,卻又不清楚自己在幹什麼

每天只知去依靠一些沒有科學根據的說法,但從不願意乖乖看清,想通事實,只知道要騙自己

到底我在幹什麼?

今天醒來,我突然清醒了....

過去的事實全看清,知道自己該怎麼走...

然而,心底裡,還是有一絲希冀,但,那只是希冀,不是希望。

the misery loves me

got stuck on all kinds of things

i'm NOT blessed.....the misery loves me..........

SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can anyone give me some luck....? vy "mui"......................=.=